RAK NA RAK TALAGA PAG ETONG MGA TO KASAMA KO. HAHAHHHAHAH LABYU MGA PAR!!!! <3
Hello Ate Kamille!! Miss you so much!!!!!!!!
Ou nga e. Naaabnoy lang ata yung kay supersabaw hahahahha di nya daw ako ma TA eh.
Anywy, hello Daph! Thankyouuu <3
Ayun naman eh.
@Supesabaw, Anormal yang tumblr mo. Ba’t ikaw lang di nkkpag TA sakin :( HAHAHHAHAA
Hello Jezelle!! <3 Missyou
I am happy. Yes, I am happy but just in the eyes of others. I know it is not advisable to fake your feelings, to masquerade yourself, to use happy facade, I know. I even keep reminding myself that I should not do it but what else I could do? Be transparent? Make them know what I truly feel? That my life is always under the rain? That I am sad? That I don’t have suicidal thoughts? Even I wanted too to be true to others, let them know my true state, that I often cried as I go to sleep after being sure that everyone in the room is asleep, if that is just so easy to do then yes, I will do it but no I can’t just do it right away as I please.
I have to think of them. I should infect them enough dose of inspiration and happiness even just in my own little way. It is hard. It is hard doing this. I wanted to show them what I truly feel but there is just no sense. So what if I am sad, would they care? Nah I doubt it. Just, just don’t get me wrong. I am happy, at times and I am thankful to those people who shared genuine laughter with me, but I must accept it that those times just rarely happen. At the end of the day, as I give myself in the comfort of my two pillows and one blanket, no matter how much I hate it, I am sad and so is my life.
Tuwing aalis nalang ng bahay kelangan galit na galit sakin. Kelan ba ko magiging malaya sa buhay ko. Siguro pag patay nako no? Yamot na yamot nako. Jan nyo ko pinasok tas ngayon mag rereklamo kayo sa ginagawa ko at gagawin ko. Ano ba talaga? Nilayo nyo na nga ko sa mga tunay kong kaibigan di pa ba sapat yon na ako na yung araw araw na nahihirapan. putangina naman eh. di nyo kasi alam nararamdaman ko. DI NYO KASI ALAM, SHIT NAYAN.
Hello Anon. Hmm pano ba ko naka survive ng Highschool. Shempre lahat dadaan sa ganyan parang dadaan sa butas ng karayom. Hahahaha kung taga La Salette ka, Alam ko hirap nga pinag-dadaanan mo ngayon, pero payo ko lang, enjoyin mo lang yung nalalabing araw nyo jan. Easyhan mo lang kumbaga, Wag ka ma-pressure. Time Management! Kaya yan. Tas yung sa Clearance, sus Onting pa-keme lang yan sa mga teachers nyo. Utuin nyo lang. Bibigay din yang mga yan. Ngayon ka pa ba susuko kung kailan ilang araw nalang, lalagpas kana sa buhay Highschool mo. Enjoy lang par! Kalma lang po. & Pray. =)
Maybe tonight you can’t sleep because you’re haunted with memories or you’re bothered by something you cannot control. But I do wish tomorrow morning, when you wake up, you’ll finally have the courage to face whatever it is and you’ll find peace in your mind. You can do it! You don’t have to be scared at all times!